I just figured out, that people really tend to annoy me. I’m just not the person who wants to take care of other people’s problems. I don’t wanna be rude or something. But if you have emotional and personal problems, how am I supposed to do anything about that? So why tell me in the first place? So stupid! It’s not that I don’t care, what my friends feel or think, it’s just that I don’t wanna here them crying all day. I can’t help them in 90% of the cases…it just makes me feel bad too! Argh!
My best friend – I really, really love and adore her – has been crying on the phone for hours now. But the thing is, that I can’t help her if she has problems with her friggin’ boyfriend – if that’s really what he is. And if I do tell her what I actually think, she won’t even listen, because it hurts her or something. But then where is the point in talking to me? If she doesn’t wanna hear what I got to say. I don’t get it. It’s not like she’s the only one that does this. Nearly everyone does it. It’s annoying! I don’t understand the point of it.
Like I mean, if i feel bad about something I don’t even wanna talk about it to anyone, but the one person thats involved. If I have trouble with my boyfriend I talk to him and nobody else. Isn’t that natural? Fuck. I really don’t understand most human’s psychology. Am I an alien or something? Really this is pissing me off constantly. I don’t know what to tell her. It’s driving me nuts! The thing is, if I don’t say anything she’s gonna be mad with me. Hello?! So stupid, really.
So enough of complaining. Does anyone have an idea how to solve this problem? If not, I’m not gonna start crying at least…okay that was really rude now. Sorry.
